09.04.25
What a beautiful, sweet, lovely, curious, wonderous life I live
A reminder to keep telling myself and the people in my life that I’m so in love with them and with every human experience I’ve had
Reel in the chaos and harness the wholesome energy, the love, the good times
26.10.24
Amid the dozens of flies,
There’s a bee trapped at the Time Market windows
09.08.24
I have glasses
Becasue as a kid I read a lot
And I stared into the deep green eyes of my cat
So close he could bite my nose
If he wanted
Ocassionally I also stared at the sun
16.11.21
Above the toilet there is a painting of two deer drinking from a flowing creek in a picturesque forest of sorts. The light is coming through a willow tree and it’s warm, reminds me of sunset. It was here when we got the house, I don’t know any of its backstory, but every time I’m constipated trying to take a shit I look up at those deer, and the world doesn’t seem so bad.
07.08.21
Dammn... instant decaf coffee with 3 creams and 2 sugars is exactly what I needed. So damn good for no reason at all
11.05.22
My seat was 8B; a window seat and besides me rode an older mexican man; his final destination was Dallas, TX... my original layover location.
He liked to chat. Despite me having my earphones in or my nose being in a book, he would still interject... and I would of course take a break and lend him my ear.
The flight from Tucson to Phoenix is a quick 25 minutes, and in that time I learned that this man is always travelling; aways going somewhere.
“If I’m not on a plane I’m driving my car.”
I also learned he forgot his headphones at the motel; nice ones that his son had gotten for him. He debated getting new ones, but decided he’d wait for his son to buy some for him again.
I liked him. He was missing most of his teeth and had cateracts in his left eye, but his soul was whole and that’s what really showed.
19.05.19
I want to work on my stop motion
and get some motivation
I feel so station
ary
-
That’s cheating if you ask me
But then again I’m the one that did it
Am I calling myself a cheater?
Yes, yes I am
Yes I can
Yes I ran
And then I tripped and fell
Oh well
18.08.19
I like the noises of a house
A house full of life and people
A family
Plates being put away
Laughs to the left and shuffling feet to the right
I’m lying down and taking a nap with these sounds surrounding me like a warm blanket
I take a deep breath and just want more
11.06.19
I feel the
Unbearable lightlessness of being
27.04.19
Everybody’s always talking about forwards and backwards
But what about the sides?
I think I should look to the right more often
date: unknown
My whole body is breathing in un-simultaneous waves.
02.06.18
It’s angry
But I’m not
28.03.18
Nods
laughs
looks to the right
Nods
laughs
a scratch of a beard
some enthusiastic recreations
A nod
a laugh
that was me at the end
I am the sponge
15.02.18
The melancholy sound of my converse as they splash on these concrete puddles makes me miss home.
I mean home, home.
11.02.18
“Stop teasing me”
I tell the cars in quiet frustration
“Stop teasing me”
The music and the rolling cigarette butts are taking me into a life I’ve never lived